I thought that if I interrupted you, that you would become angry, but I could have just told you I wanted to figure it out with you. That I wasn't going anywhere without you, and you made me feel passionate like I used to.
When I started being less consistent, You became less excited to make plans.
I wanted to stop writing about my relationships. I was tired.
So I told you I didn't want to write songs.
"Yes because that's hiding," you said.
I hid anyway.
But we already found out I'm a hypocrite. Getting upset at things that are the same because I can only see you in relation to myself. A harsh critique that you didn't give but held me accountable. I couldn't read your mood, that Scorpio Moon asked me questions until I could no longer answer.
I'm still trying to figure it out.
You've inspired me to be a better version of myself.
And that version is celebrating the love that they receive, while giving all of the love that they can give.